It’s difficult to discuss my marginal identity issue (BPD), however it’s considerably more troublesome for those near me to get it. I chose to incorporate this rundown of my 11 facts of my BPD that likewise have been hard for me to perceive up to this point. These are my 11 facts, and the 11 things I require my friends and family to comprehend about my BPD.
1. I’m apprehensive you’ll abandon me.
Imagine a scenario where you become weary of me or tired of my emotional episodes. Inquiries and fears about you abandoning me are dependably at the back of my brain, and I require visit consolation.
2. When I’m distraught at you, I’m more frantic at myself.
I abhor that I go overboard when we contend, and I’m generally more frantic about that than I am distraught at you.
3. I would prefer not to hurt you.
A few things I say or do may make it appear as though I’m attempting to hurt you deliberately, however please realize that is not the situation. I cherish you, and I could never intentionally hurt you.
4. I detest my prescription.
Taking it is irritating and the side influences are terrible. It makes me feel jumpy and unfit to center and I just take it since I know I’d be a halfway wreckage without it.
5. I don’t care for being asked “why.”
Asking me for what valid reason I feel a specific way or do certain things isn’t useful in light of the fact that I don’t have the foggiest idea about the appropriate response. I realize that I have BPD and I know my side effects, yet I don’t know why.
6. I wouldn’t fret my elevated feelings (more often than not).
I like being passionate about the great things. When I’m upbeat or getting a charge out of something, I am really glad and wholeheartedly appreciating it. Along these lines, I wouldn’t fret that BPD increases my feelings, aside from when they’re bad.
7. I unnerve myself once in a while.
My musings race and some of the time gain out of power and quite startling. It’s difficult to concede, yet I do alarm myself when I think my contemplations may transform into activities.
8. I wish I had a superior channel.
I don’t care for when my words hurt you, and I don’t care for that my BPD makes me severely genuine and pointlessly reckless on occasion. I wish I had a superior channel since I need to state what I mean and say what’s in my mind without it turning out in a way that I don’t mean.
9. It’s difficult to keep my trust.
I experience serious difficulties go of the past and that damages my capacity to trust. It’s difficult to pick up and keep my trust, yet it’s certainly feasible, and I’m sad if that makes you work harder to love me.
10. Now and then I should be allowed to sit unbothered.
It isn’t so much that I need you by and by to allow me to sit unbothered, I simply need to be allowed to sit unbothered now and again. I require space and I require you to comprehend and acknowledge that.
11. I experience serious difficulties normally.
This is most likely the most genuine of all. My psyche dependably catastrophizes and goes to the most dire outcome imaginable, and I may require help finding the method of reasoning in my life.
It’s vital to know these 11 things about me to genuinely know me and comprehend my BPD. It was critical for me to know these facts about myself with the goal that I additionally have a superior comprehension of my BPD. These are my twelve certainties, and the parts of my BPD that I require my loved ones to get it.